Time to get obsessive

ok I weighed myself today. Something I haven't done in years due to my OCD when it comes to the scale.
I need something to control right now and it would be healthy to fix my weight issue. I am heavier than I have been in years. But it all makes sense, I have been drinking nonstop for months now. ALOT. Time to cut that out. Also carbs I have been eating what ever I want as well. Time to stop. OK OK I know you want to know how much I weigh right now. I'm embarrassed to say I weigh 196lbs.
So the goal for the end of Feb. Is to drop 20lbs.
I know, I know ,your all saying too much ,too fast but we all know me as well and nothing is done the way everyone else does it. So starting now I'm at 196 on Feb. 6th by the 28th tue, of Feb. I want to be at or very close to 176. Can this be done? What do you think? e-mail me at heathgosselin@excite.com
lets put some money on it and make it interesting. My race weight goal for race season is 164. By june1st. Send those e-mails. Words of encouragement words of wisdom and money lots and lots of money. This will make the blog very interesting over the next month. I am a in denial alcoholic so to stop drinking will be a challenge, but that is what the warrior needs is challenges. To suppress my demons by other means will be very taxing for the first couple weeks but after that I should have it kicked. So please help me. Send me crazy thoughts things to occupy my mind I'm going to need it. Oh if your hot and female send pics too that always helps. I'm already hungry and thirsty. shit